Ef \u00e9g \u00e1 a\u00f0 vera alveg hei\u00f0arlegur finnst m\u00e9r \u00e9g oft vera h\u00e1lfger\u00f0ur \u00f3nytjungur. Segi \u00e9g \u00ed tilefni af umr\u00e6\u00f0u um listamannalaun \u2013\u00a0sem er farin a\u00f0 koma upp tvisvar \u00e1 \u00e1ri n\u00fana, \u00ed sta\u00f0 \u00feess a\u00f0 koma einu sinni. N\u00fa kemur h\u00fan fyrst \u00ed september \u00feegar listamennirnir eru a\u00f0 s\u00e6kja um \u2013 pirra\u00f0ir \u00e1 ferlinu \u2013\u00a0og svo aftur jan\u00faar \u00feegar er \u00fathluta\u00f0 og har\u00f0kjarnafylgi Mi\u00f0flokksins og verstu frj\u00e1lshyggjupottormarnir \u00ed Sj\u00e1lfst\u00e6\u00f0isflokknum fara \u00e1 stj\u00e1 me\u00f0 s\u00ednar \u00edgrundu\u00f0u athugasemdir. En \u00fea\u00f0 sem sagt koma dagar \u00fear sem \u00e9g geri ekkert mj\u00f6g margt \u2013 fer seint \u00e1 f\u00e6tur og r\u00e1fa svo um, ey\u00f0i kannski hr\u00e6\u00f0ilega miklum t\u00edma \u00ed a\u00f0 skrolla \u00ed s\u00edmanum e\u00f0a bara fer \u00fat a\u00f0 skokka e\u00f0a \u00ed g\u00f6ngut\u00far e\u00f0a g\u00fagla einhverju spennandi. Blogga blogg. Suma daga sit \u00e9g bara og les. Bara eitthva\u00f0 \u2013\u00a0einhverja sk\u00e1lds\u00f6gu til d\u00e6mis. E\u00f0a New York Review of Books. Stundum meira a\u00f0 segja lj\u00f3\u00f0. Allan daginn. Og svo \u00feegar \u201evinnudeginum\u201c l\u00fdkur fer \u00e9g a\u00f0 sinna heimilisskyldunum \u2013\u00a0einu sinni var \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 s\u00e6kja b\u00f6rn \u00e1 leiksk\u00f3la en n\u00fa er \u00fea\u00f0 bara a\u00f0 fara \u00ed Nett\u00f3, kaupa \u00ed matinn og gefa skr\u00edlnum a\u00f0 \u00e9ta. Svo spyr f\u00f3lk hvernig \u201ehafi veri\u00f0 \u00ed vinnunni\u201c og hverju \u00e1 \u00e9g \u00fe\u00e1 a\u00f0 svara? A\u00f0 \u00e9g hafi rekist \u00e1 \u00e1hugaver\u00f0a myndl\u00edkingu \u00ed b\u00f3k sem er b\u00fai\u00f0 a\u00f0 skrifa! Er \u00fea\u00f0 ekki svona einsog ef ruslakallinn seg\u00f0ist hafa gert \u00fea\u00f0 eitt \u00ed vinnunni a\u00f0 uppg\u00f6tva a\u00f0 \u00ed g\u00e6r hafi veri\u00f0 t\u00e6md tunna \u00ed n\u00e6sta fir\u00f0i, og \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 \u00fear me\u00f0 \u00f3\u00fearfi a\u00f0 t\u00e6ma hana strax aftur. Og svo koma au\u00f0vita\u00f0 dagar l\u00edka \u00fear sem allt er \u00e1 fullu og \u00fe\u00e1 l\u00ed\u00f0ur m\u00e9r ekki einsog \u00f3nytjungi. Og ef \u00e9g l\u00edt yfir \u201eheildarverkin\u201c s\u00fdnist m\u00e9r \u00ed sj\u00e1lfu s\u00e9r a\u00f0 \u00e9g hafi oftar veri\u00f0 a\u00f0 vinna \u00ed vinnunni en a\u00f0 sl\u00e6past. En \u00fea\u00f0 breytir bara engu um hitt a\u00f0 stundum er \u00e9g bara a\u00f0 kl\u00f3ra m\u00e9r \u00ed rassinum a\u00f0 b\u00ed\u00f0a eftir a\u00f0 eitthva\u00f0 gerist \u2013\u00a0sem \u00e9g veit a\u00f0 \u00e9g get ekki reki\u00f0 \u00e1 eftir \u2013 og ef \u00e9g m\u00e6ti \u00f6skub\u00edlnum \u00fear sem f\u00f3lk ver\u00f0ur a\u00f0 vinna alla daga jafnt, s\u00f6mu verkin, alveg sama hvernig \u00feau eru stemmd, f\u00e6 \u00e9g bullandi samviskubit. \u00c9g hef meira a\u00f0 segja skrifa\u00f0 lj\u00f3\u00f0 um \u00feetta samviskubit (\u00fea\u00f0 er \u00ed \u00d3ratorreki). \u00dea\u00f0 eina sem \u00e9g hef m\u00e9r til afs\u00f6kunar er a\u00f0 \u00e9g sver a\u00f0 m\u00e9r l\u00ed\u00f0ur miklu betur \u00feegar \u00e9g er \u00e1 fullu. J\u00fa og reyndar var \u00e9g fyrir tilviljun l\u00edka \u00ed v\u00f6rutalningu \u00ed B\u00f3nus \u00e1 s\u00ed\u00f0ustu helgi (\u00fea\u00f0 er ekkert mj\u00f6g l\u00f6ng saga en \u00e9g \u00e6tla samt ekkert a\u00f0 segja hana). \u00dea\u00f0 hl\u00fdtur a\u00f0 telja eitthva\u00f0 fyrir karma\u00f0. J\u00e1 og svo sag\u00f0i Sj\u00f3n l\u00edka einu sinni \u00ed vi\u00f0tali fyrir 100 \u00e1rum a\u00f0 helmingur starfsins snerist um a\u00f0 sl\u00e6past \u00e1 kaffih\u00fasum og tala vi\u00f0 f\u00f3lk. A\u00f0 taka eftir heiminum. Annars g\u00e6ti \u00e9g veri\u00f0 a\u00f0 skrifa ums\u00f3knina. Ums\u00f3knarfresturinn er til 1. okt\u00f3ber og \u00feetta tekur alltaf sm\u00e1 stund \u2013\u00a0ekki m\u00e1nu\u00f0 samt \u2013 \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g geti ekki teki\u00f0 undir me\u00f0 kollegum m\u00ednum a\u00f0 \u00feetta s\u00e9 eitthva\u00f0 \u00e6gilega erfitt. Og \u00fea\u00f0 er ekki heldur m\u00edn reynsla a\u00f0 me\u00f0fer\u00f0in \u00e1 ums\u00f3knunum s\u00e9 mj\u00f6g ferk\u00f6ntu\u00f0 \u2013\u00a0\u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g s\u00e9 \u00ed grunninn samm\u00e1la a\u00f0 textinn sem umlykur \u00feetta allt s\u00e9 fremur stofnanalegur. \u00c9g s\u00e9 bara ekki a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 komi miki\u00f0 a\u00f0 s\u00f6k. Og \u00e9g veit ekki heldur hvernig hann \u00e6tti a\u00f0 vera \u00f6\u00f0ruv\u00edsi? \u00c6tti nefndin a\u00f0 bi\u00f0ja rith\u00f6funda um a\u00f0 fara me\u00f0 himinskautum \u2013\u00a0d\u00fandra \u00fat nokkrum \u00f3dau\u00f0legum myndl\u00edkingum um e\u00f0li sannleikans og helstu breyskleika mannlegs e\u00f0lis? \u00dea\u00f0 v\u00e6ri \u00ed sj\u00e1lfu s\u00e9r fyndi\u00f0 ef \u00fea\u00f0 v\u00e6ri spurt \u00feannig og myndi \u00e1rei\u00f0anlega litlu breyta um ni\u00f0urst\u00f6\u00f0una. \u00deetta eru hugl\u00e6g fr\u00e6\u00f0i og miklu fleiri faktorar a\u00f0 st\u00f6rfum k\u00e6must nokkru sinni fyrir \u00ed einhverri matsk\u00fdrslu. H\u00e9r samt er tillaga a\u00f0 breyttum spurningum, ef fara \u00e1 \u00ed r\u00f3tt\u00e6kar breytingar. L\u00fdstu fer\u00f0alagi fi\u00f0rildis milli tveggja bl\u00f3ma (200 or\u00f0, v\u00e6gi 15%). Yrktu bundi\u00f0 lj\u00f3\u00f0 \u00ed h\u00e6tti a\u00f0 eigin vali (ekki f\u00e6rri en 10 l\u00ednur, 20%). Skrifa\u00f0u samtal \u00fear sem samf\u00e9lagsleg sta\u00f0a m\u00e6lenda ver\u00f0ur lj\u00f3s \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 h\u00fan s\u00e9 tekin fram (200 or\u00f0, v\u00e6gi 15%). Yrktu n\u00fat\u00edmalj\u00f3\u00f0, m\u00f3dern\u00edskt e\u00f0a fram\u00farstefnu (frj\u00e1ls lengd, 20%). Delera\u00f0u frj\u00e1lst um e\u00f0li f\u00f3lks (ath. ekki e\u00f0lu-f\u00f3lk ) \u00e1 t\u00edmum h\u00e1t\u00e6kni og samf\u00e9lagsmi\u00f0la (900 or\u00f0, 15%, m\u00e1 nota gervigreind). Skrifa\u00f0u stutta d\u00e6mis\u00f6gu um andr\u00edkan mann sem \u00fearf a\u00f0 eiga vi\u00f0 skrifr\u00e6\u00f0isb\u00e1kn. Pl\u00fas ef hann \u00fearf a\u00f0 skila inn ferkanta\u00f0ri ums\u00f3kn og er \u00fea\u00f0 mj\u00f6g \u00e1 m\u00f3ti skapi. (300 or\u00f0, v\u00e6gi 15%) Ekki gleyma a\u00f0 merkja bla\u00f0i\u00f0 me\u00f0 nafni og bekk. *** \u00c9g rak augun \u00ed a\u00f0 h\u00fan er l\u00edka hafin aftur umr\u00e6\u00f0an um hvort gera megi gr\u00edn a\u00f0 hr\u00e6\u00f0ilegum hlutum. \u00dea\u00f0 er \u00ed sj\u00e1lfu s\u00e9r ekki einf\u00f6ld umr\u00e6\u00f0a \u2013\u00a0\u00fea\u00f0 skiptir ekki bara m\u00e1li hvernig gr\u00edni\u00f0 er heldur l\u00edka hver flytur \u00fea\u00f0 (\u00e9g las fyrir l\u00f6ngu ritger\u00f0 um h\u00famor og helf\u00f6rina og komst a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 var miki\u00f0 um brandara \u00ed \u00fatr\u00fdmingarb\u00fa\u00f0unum \u2013\u00a0og a\u00f0 f\u00f3rnarl\u00f6mbin s\u00f6g\u00f0u s\u00f6mu brandara og kvalararnir, en \u00fe\u00e1 h\u00f6f\u00f0u \u00feeir auglj\u00f3slega a\u00f0ra merkingu og annan tilgang). En m\u00e9r finnst \u00ed \u00f6llu falli fr\u00e1leitt a\u00f0 r\u00e6\u00f0a \u00feetta \u00fat fr\u00e1 \u00feeim forsendum a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur geti bara bent og sagt \u201ehann ger\u00f0i gr\u00edn a\u00f0 nau\u00f0gun\u201c og sagt a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 \u00feess vegna si\u00f0fer\u00f0islega rangt \u2013 allt gr\u00edn um harm s\u00e9 rangt \u2013\u00a0einmitt vegna \u00feess a\u00f0 gr\u00edn er l\u00edka listform, gr\u00edn er l\u00edka tilraun til \u00feess a\u00f0 setja hlutina \u00ed listr\u00e6nt og si\u00f0fer\u00f0islegt samhengi, sem er kraftmesta a\u00f0fer\u00f0 sem vi\u00f0 eigum til \u00feess a\u00f0 skilja okkur sj\u00e1lf, skilja a\u00f0ra og skilja \u00fej\u00f3\u00f0f\u00e9lagi\u00f0 \u00ed kringum okkur. Og vi\u00f0 \u00feurfum a\u00f0 skilja harm, ofbeldi, hrottaskap, tr\u00e1ma. \u00dea\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fd\u00f0ir ekki a\u00f0 gr\u00edn geti ekki veri\u00f0 \u00f3smekklegt einsog \u00f6nnur list. En \u00e9g spyr mig l\u00edka, ef ma\u00f0ur tekur \u00feessa stefnu a\u00f0 ford\u00e6ma gr\u00edn um hr\u00e6\u00f0ilega hluti, hvers vegna (e\u00f0a hvort) \u00fea\u00f0 megi \u00fe\u00e1 gera \u201edrama\u201c e\u00f0a \u201ehrylling\u201c um hr\u00e6\u00f0ilega hluti \u2013\u00a0\u00fev\u00ed drama og hryllingur eru l\u00edka oft fyrst og fremst af\u00fereying, og alls engin \u00e1st\u00e6\u00f0a til \u00feess a\u00f0 \u00e6tla a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 veki me\u00f0 okkur g\u00f6fugri tilfinningar e\u00f0a hafi g\u00f6fugri tilgang en gr\u00edn. \u00dea\u00f0 fer bara eftir verkinu. M\u00e9r \u00feykir oft hr\u00e6\u00f0ilega smekklaust \u00feegar f\u00f3lk t.d. tre\u00f0ur inn nau\u00f0gun \u00ed dramat\u00edskt verk \u00ed \u00feeim einum tilgangi a\u00f0 b\u00faa til ofsafengna sam\u00fa\u00f0 \u2013\u00a0a\u00f0 kreista \u00fat t\u00e1r lesandans. \u00c9g man ekki hver \u00fea\u00f0 var sem sag\u00f0i \u00fea\u00f0 en \u00fea\u00f0 var \u00e1rei\u00f0anlega einhver rith\u00f6fundur \u00ed einhverjum \u00fe\u00e6tti \u00e1 BBC Books sem sag\u00f0i a\u00f0 versta synd sem rith\u00f6fundur g\u00e6ti frami\u00f0 v\u00e6ri a\u00f0 bi\u00f0ja lesandann um a\u00f0 gr\u00e1ta \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 vinna fyrir \u00fev\u00ed fyrst. Og nau\u00f0ganir og \u00feess lags hrottaskapur, s\u00e9rstaklega gegn minnim\u00e1ttar, er \u00f3d\u00fdrasta lei\u00f0in til \u00feess a\u00f0 heimta sl\u00edk t\u00e1r. Sem \u00fe\u00fd\u00f0ir ekki a\u00f0 hrottaskapur eigi ekki heima \u00ed drama e\u00f0a hryllingi \u2013\u00a0\u00fea\u00f0 fer bara eftir me\u00f0fer\u00f0inni \u00ed verkinu. \u00c9g held \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 s\u00ed\u00f0an a\u00f0 m\u00f6rgu leyti pers\u00f3nubundi\u00f0 hva\u00f0 ofbj\u00f3\u00f0i manni. \u00c9g \u00feoli t.d. \u00e1g\u00e6tlega Pers\u00f3nulega tr\u00fabadorinn \u2013 e\u00f0a \u00feannig, \u00e9g \u00fej\u00e1ist yfir honum, hann er hr\u00e6\u00f0ilegur, pers\u00f3nulegi tr\u00fabad\u00farinn ofb\u00fd\u00f0ur m\u00e9r, en gr\u00edni\u00f0 um pers\u00f3nulega tr\u00fabad\u00farinn gerir \u00fea\u00f0 ekki, F\u00f3stbr\u00e6\u00f0ur gera \u00fea\u00f0 ekki, Sigurj\u00f3n Kjartansson gerir \u00fea\u00f0 ekki. Hins vegar ofb\u00fd\u00f0ur m\u00e9r gjarnan \u00e1hrifavaldar sem standast ekki freistinguna a\u00f0 gera sj\u00e1lfa sig og s\u00edna sam\u00fa\u00f0 a\u00f0 mi\u00f0punkti almenningsathyglinnar \u00ed einum og \u00f6llum harmleikjum. M\u00e9r finnst \u00fea\u00f0 smekklaust. En sl\u00edkt vir\u00f0ist vera \u00f6\u00f0rum meira a\u00f0 skapi og \u00e9g get alveg unnt \u00feeim \u00feess. \u00c9g er hins vegar ekki viss um a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 standist \u201et\u00edmans t\u00f6nn\u201c. Ekki a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 skipti neinu m\u00e1li \u2013\u00a0\u00fea\u00f0 sem skiptir m\u00e1li er heimurinn n\u00fana.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ef \u00e9g \u00e1 a\u00f0 vera alveg hei\u00f0arlegur finnst m\u00e9r \u00e9g oft vera h\u00e1lfger\u00f0ur \u00f3nytjungur. Segi \u00e9g \u00ed tilefni af umr\u00e6\u00f0u um listamannalaun \u2013\u00a0sem er farin a\u00f0 koma upp tvisvar \u00e1 \u00e1ri n\u00fana, \u00ed sta\u00f0 \u00feess a\u00f0 koma einu sinni. N\u00fa kemur h\u00fan fyrst \u00ed september \u00feegar listamennirnir eru a\u00f0 s\u00e6kja um \u2013 pirra\u00f0ir \u00e1 ferlinu … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa: Huglei\u00f0ingar \u00far ruslab\u00edlnum<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5116","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5116","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5116"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5116\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5116"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5116"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5116"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}