K\u00e6ra dagb\u00f3k. \u00c9g er \u00ed einhverju undarlegu tilfinningalega \u00e1standi \u00ed dag. \u00c9g skiptist \u00e1 a\u00f0 s\u00fdna ver\u00f6ldinni mikla au\u00f0m\u00fdkt \u2013\u00a0verja alls konar f\u00f3lk og m\u00e1lsta\u00f0i sem \u00e9g myndi kannski \u00e1 \u00f6\u00f0rum d\u00f6gum ford\u00e6ma \u00e1n minnsta hiks \u2013\u00a0og a\u00f0 vera fullkomlega vonlaus og svarts\u00fdnn. \u00c9g er ekki einu sinni viss um a\u00f0 \u201eskiptist \u00e1\u201c s\u00e9 r\u00e9tt \u2013\u00a0\u00fea\u00f0 er eiginlega einsog \u00e9g s\u00e9 \u00ed \u00feessum \u00e1st\u00f6ndum b\u00e1\u00f0um \u00ed einu. Rei\u00f0ur og d\u00e6mandi og blj\u00fagur og afsakandi. \u00c6tli \u00e9g s\u00e9 a\u00f0 f\u00e1 heilabl\u00f3\u00f0fall? Hva\u00f0a lykt er \u00fea\u00f0 aftur sem ma\u00f0ur \u00e1 a\u00f0 finna \u00feegar ma\u00f0ur er a\u00f0 fara a\u00f0 f\u00e1 heilabl\u00f3\u00f0fall? Aska? Reykur? Strokle\u00f0ur? \u00c9g held a\u00f0 \u00f6fund og valda\u00e1t\u00f6k og hagsmunir og l\u00f6ngun til \u00feess a\u00f0 st\u00fdra s\u00f6gunni um sj\u00e1lfan sig r\u00e1\u00f0i miklu um \u00fea\u00f0 hvernig f\u00f3lk hagar s\u00e9r \u00ed menningunni (einsog svo v\u00ed\u00f0a annars sta\u00f0ar). Hverja \u00fea\u00f0 \u00feolir ekki og hverjum \u00fea\u00f0 binst b\u00f6ndum. \u00deetta \u00e1 l\u00edka vi\u00f0 um sj\u00e1lfan mig. \u00c9g held \u00e9g s\u00e9 svol\u00edti\u00f0 \u00fereyttur \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed. \u00deetta er keppni um pl\u00e1ss og \u00e9g vildi a\u00f0 h\u00fan v\u00e6ri eitthva\u00f0 anna\u00f0. Eitthva\u00f0 g\u00f6fugra. Sumt finnst m\u00e9r g\u00f6fugt og sumt finnst m\u00e9r l\u00e9legt, einsog gengur, en flest finnst m\u00e9r samt skiljanlegt. Ekki allt, en flest. Menningin er allavega ekki p\u00f3lit\u00edkin \u2013 gu\u00f0i s\u00e9 lof fyrir \u00fea\u00f0. *** \u00c9g svaf ekki miki\u00f0 \u00ed n\u00f3tt. Og hlj\u00f3p 13 km \u00ed morgun og f\u00e9kk m\u00e9r svo mj\u00f6g sterkan h\u00e1degismat. Og borga\u00f0i mj\u00f6g h\u00e1an \u00f3v\u00e6ntan reikning. Kannski er \u00e9g \u00ed einhverri n\u00e1tt\u00farulegri v\u00edmu. *** Gravity’s Rainbow hefur ekkert komi\u00f0 upp \u00far t\u00f6skunni \u00ed dag. Kannski er \u00e9g alls ekki upplag\u00f0ur til \u00feess a\u00f0 lesa hana. \u00c9g hef teki\u00f0 eftir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 besti t\u00edmi \u00e1rsins til \u00feess a\u00f0 hella s\u00e9r \u00ed erfi\u00f0an lestur er fyrstu m\u00e1nu\u00f0ir n\u00fds \u00e1rs. Jan\u00faar og febr\u00faar og mars. \u00de\u00e1 haf\u00f0i \u00e9g s\u00e9\u00f0 fyrir m\u00e9r a\u00f0 lesa Finnegan’s Wake og endurlesa Ulysses \u2013\u00a0af \u00fev\u00ed \u00e9g er a\u00f0 fara \u00ed menningarreisu til Dyflinnar me\u00f0 vinum m\u00ednum. Vi\u00f0 \u00e6tlum a\u00f0 lesa Ulysses saman og fara svo \u00ed spor Leopolds og Stephens. \u00dea\u00f0 er allt\u00edlagi a\u00f0 n\u00e1 ekki markmi\u00f0um s\u00ednum. \u00c9g held \u00e9g fari bara og kaupi m\u00e9r Skr\u00edpi\u00f0 \u00e1\u00f0ur en b\u00f3kab\u00fa\u00f0in lokar. N\u00fa er t\u00edminn til a\u00f0 lesa Skr\u00edpi\u00f0. Og kannski hellist yfir mig l\u00f6ngun til \u00feess a\u00f0 t\u00e6kla Pynchon fyrir \u00e1ram\u00f3t. *** \u00deann 23. n\u00f3vember \u00e6tla \u00e9g og ellefu vinir m\u00ednir a\u00f0 halda svokalla\u00f0a \u201etribute\u201c t\u00f3nleika til hei\u00f0urs Tom Waits sem ver\u00f0ur 75 \u00e1ra \u00ed desember. \u00dea\u00f0 ver\u00f0a l\u00edka haldnir svona t\u00f3nleikar \u00e1 h\u00f6fu\u00f0borgarsv\u00e6\u00f0inu \u00e1 n\u00e6stu helgi, minnir mig, en vi\u00f0 \u00e6tlum a\u00f0 halda okkar eigin h\u00e9rna. Og svo eru svona t\u00f3nleikar sj\u00e1lfsagt haldnir \u00fat um allan heim \u00feessa dagana. Tom Waits \u00e1 mj\u00f6g heita a\u00f0d\u00e1endur. Sj\u00e1lfur hlusta\u00f0i \u00e9g n\u00e1nast ekki \u00e1 neitt anna\u00f0 \u00ed m\u00f6rg \u00e1r milli tv\u00edtugs og \u00fer\u00edtugs og reyndi einu sinni mj\u00f6g miki\u00f0 a\u00f0 f\u00e1 mi\u00f0a \u00e1 t\u00f3nleika \u2013\u00a0vi\u00f0 Sk\u00fali fr\u00e6ndi (mennski) v\u00f6ktum heila n\u00f3tt, hringdum og hringdum til \u00cdrlands og endurhl\u00f3\u00f0um einhverja mi\u00f0as\u00f6lus\u00ed\u00f0u, en \u00e1n \u00e1rangurs. Seinna var \u00e9g kominn \u00ed eitthva\u00f0 plott me\u00f0 \u00d6dda mugison um a\u00f0 reyna a\u00f0 redda mi\u00f0um \u00ed gegnum Dag K\u00e1ra (sem ger\u00f0i Little Trip to Heaven og var \u00fe\u00e1 \u00ed einhverjum tengslum vi\u00f0 manninn \u2013\u00a0minnir mig, \u00feetta er langt s\u00ed\u00f0an). En \u00fea\u00f0 gekk ekki neitt. Einu sinni reyndi \u00e9g l\u00edka a\u00f0 komast \u00e1 svona tribute t\u00f3nleika \u2013\u00a0\u00fea\u00f0 var 1999 \u00ed Berl\u00edn og \u00e9g man a\u00f0 heiti\u00f0 var Tom Waits for Charles Bukowski og \u00feetta var svona tv\u00f6falt tribute. En \u00fea\u00f0 var samd\u00e6gurs og allt l\u00f6ngu uppselt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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