M\u00e9r er illt \u00ed puttanum. V\u00edsifingri \u00e1 h\u00e6gri hendi. Eftir kontrabassaleik. Og m\u00e9r er illt \u00ed t\u00e1nni. T\u00e6rnar heita ekki neitt, einsog fr\u00e6gt er, nema litlat\u00e1, en ef \u00fe\u00e6r h\u00e9tu eitthva\u00f0 v\u00e6ri \u00fea\u00f0 baugt\u00e1 \u00e1 vinstri f\u00e6ti sem um r\u00e6ddi. \u00dea\u00f0 er hugsanlega eftir hlaup og hugsanlega eftir \u00f3\u00fearflega n\u00e6rg\u00f6ngular naglasnyrtingar. Svo er \u00e9g l\u00edka vo\u00f0alega \u00fereyttur \u2013\u00a0hugsanlega me\u00f0 a\u00f0kenningu af einhverri pest sem er \u00fe\u00e1 anna\u00f0 hvort \u00e1 \u00fat- e\u00f0a innlei\u00f0. \u00c9g hef bara ekki t\u00edma til a\u00f0 vera me\u00f0 pestir. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dea\u00f0 f\u00f3r sj\u00e1lfsagt ekki framhj\u00e1 neinum (sem \u00e1 anna\u00f0 bor\u00f0 ratar hinga\u00f0 inn) a\u00f0 \u00e9g hlaut tilnefningu til B\u00f3kmenntaver\u00f0launa Nor\u00f0urlandar\u00e1\u00f0s \u00e1 fimmtudaginn s\u00ed\u00f0asta. Fyrir N\u00e1tt\u00farul\u00f6gm\u00e1lin. Af \u00fev\u00ed tilefni f\u00f3r \u00e9g su\u00f0ur og m\u00e6tti \u00ed m\u00f3tt\u00f6ku \u00ed Gunnarsh\u00fasi. Svo funda\u00f0i \u00e9g me\u00f0 forlagsf\u00f3lki vegna n\u00fdju lj\u00f3\u00f0ab\u00f3karinnar minnar og m\u00e6tti \u00ed langt vi\u00f0tal hj\u00e1 Oddn\u00fdju Eir og Vigd\u00edsi Gr\u00edms \u00e1 Samst\u00f6\u00f0inni<\/a>. Daginn eftir var \u00e9g ve\u00f0urtepptur og nota\u00f0i t\u00edmann til a\u00f0 sinna einhverjum samf\u00e9lagsmi\u00f0lavi\u00f0t\u00f6lum \u00e1 vegum forlagsins. S\u00ed\u00f0an kom \u00e9g m\u00e9r fyrir \u00e1 k\u00fastask\u00e1psh\u00f3teli \u00ed bo\u00f0i Icelandair og l\u00e1 \u00fear einsog slytti fram \u00e1 n\u00e6sta dag \u00feegar \u00e9g komst aftur heim. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Fimm lj\u00f3\u00f0<\/em> kemur \u00ed b\u00fa\u00f0ir \u00e1 morgun. \u00c9g \u00e1byrgist ekki a\u00f0 h\u00fan ver\u00f0i komin \u00ed \u00fatstillingu strax en kassarnir eiga allavega a\u00f0 koma \u00ed h\u00fas \u00e1 morgun. \u00c9g hef veri\u00f0 a\u00f0 skirrast vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 ramma hana inn \u2013\u00a0segja \u201eum\u201c hva\u00f0 h\u00fan s\u00e9. Kannski vegna \u00feess a\u00f0 m\u00e9r finnst lj\u00f3\u00f0 alls ekki vera um neitt \u2013\u00a0\u00ed eiginlegum skilningi. En enn l\u00edklegra er a\u00f0 m\u00e9r finnist bara \u00f3\u00fe\u00e6gilegt a\u00f0 \u00e1kve\u00f0a \u00fea\u00f0 fyrir a\u00f0ra um hva\u00f0 h\u00fan s\u00e9. A\u00f0 m\u00e9r \u00feyki e\u00f0lilegast a\u00f0 hver \u00e1kve\u00f0i \u00fea\u00f0 bara fyrir sig. H\u00fan er mj\u00f6g \u201epers\u00f3nuleg\u201c fyrir mig en \u00e9g er ekkert endilega viss um a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 sk\u00edni alltaf \u00ed gegn. Og \u00e9g held \u00fea\u00f0 komi ekkert a\u00f0 s\u00f6k. Best v\u00e6ri au\u00f0vita\u00f0 ef h\u00fan reyndist vera pers\u00f3nuleg fyrir lesandann l\u00edka \u2013\u00a0\u00ed \u00feeim skilningi a\u00f0 lesandinn hitti \u00fear fyrir sj\u00e1lfan sig, frekar en a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00e6last miki\u00f0 fyrir. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Fram undan er \u00fdmislegt. Mig vantar sta\u00f0 til a\u00f0 halda \u00fatg\u00e1fuh\u00f3f \u00ed Reykjav\u00edk (Sk\u00e1lda er b\u00f3ku\u00f0 b\u00e1\u00f0a dagana sem koma til greina). Og eiginlega \u00e1 \u00cdsafir\u00f0i l\u00edka. En \u00e9g mun koma fram \u00e1 Lj\u00f3\u00f0um og vinum \u00ed Mengi \u00feann 12. mars.<\/a> Og 27. mars ver\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00ed einhverju sprelli me\u00f0 Sj\u00f3n \u00e1 n\u00fdrri b\u00f3kmenntah\u00e1t\u00ed\u00f0 sem Helen Cova stendur fyrir \u00e1 Flateyri. \u00de\u00e1 er fyrirliggjandi einhver spilamennska me\u00f0 Gosa \u00feegar l\u00ed\u00f0ur \u00e1 vori\u00f0. \u00c9g reikna me\u00f0 a\u00f0 eignast kontrabassa fyrir n\u00e6stu m\u00e1na\u00f0am\u00f3t. En \u00fea\u00f0 hefur ekki gengi\u00f0 mj\u00f6g vel (reyndi a\u00f0 panta a\u00f0 utan en \u00fe\u00e1 var ekki h\u00e6gt a\u00f0 senda, reyndi a\u00f0 panta innanlands en eint\u00f6kin sem voru til reyndust ekki \u00ed s\u00f6luh\u00e6fu \u00e1sigkomulagi). Hugsanlega kemst \u00e9g l\u00edka \u00ed eitthva\u00f0 lj\u00f3\u00f0asprell me\u00f0 annarri hlj\u00f3msveit en \u00fea\u00f0 ver\u00f0ur \u00fe\u00e1 tilkynnt s\u00ed\u00f0ar. E\u00f0a ekkert tilkynnt og kemur bara \u00e1 \u00f3vart. <\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c9g er a\u00f0 vona a\u00f0 tilnefningin ver\u00f0i til \u00feess a\u00f0 \u00fdta vi\u00f0 einhverjum erlendum forl\u00f6gum a\u00f0 gefa \u00fat N\u00e1tt\u00farul\u00f6gm\u00e1lin. Hinga\u00f0 til er \u00fea\u00f0 bara R\u00e1mus \u00ed Sv\u00ed\u00fej\u00f3\u00f0 sem \u00e6tlar a\u00f0 gefa hana \u00fat. Lengdin stendur \u00ed f\u00f3lki. \u00c9g vona l\u00edka a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 ver\u00f0i einhverjir vi\u00f0bur\u00f0ir \u00e1 Nor\u00f0url\u00f6ndunum \u2013\u00a0Nor\u00f0urlandar\u00e1\u00f0 er nefnilega b\u00fai\u00f0 a\u00f0 slaufa ver\u00f0launaafhendingunni. Sj\u00e1lfsagt \u00ed kj\u00f6lfar \u00feess a\u00f0 listamennirnir voru sumir hverjir farnir a\u00f0 nota t\u00e6kif\u00e6ri\u00f0 \u2013\u00a0me\u00f0 salinn fullan af norr\u00e6num \u00feingm\u00f6nnum \u2013\u00a0til \u00feess a\u00f0 halda eldr\u00e6\u00f0ur. \u00c1 t\u00edmum vaxandi fasisma voru \u00feessar r\u00e6\u00f0ur oft mikilv\u00e6gar. En \u00feeim er au\u00f0vita\u00f0 vorkunn, S\u00f6nnu Finnunum og Sv\u00ed\u00fej\u00f3\u00f0ardem\u00f3kr\u00f6tunum og \u00f6llum hinum, a\u00f0 vilja ekki l\u00e1ta lesa yfir hausam\u00f3tunum \u00e1 s\u00e9r \u00ed f\u00ednum kokteilbo\u00f0um. Og \u00fev\u00ed sviptu \u00feeir bara listamennina gjallarhorninu. N\u00fa er \u00ed sta\u00f0inn framleiddur sj\u00f3nvarps\u00fe\u00e1ttur \u00fear sem allt er teki\u00f0 upp fyrirfram \u2013\u00a0og jafnvel \u00fe\u00f3tt einhver seg\u00f0i eitthva\u00f0 \u00ed \u00feeim \u00fe\u00e6tti \u00fe\u00e1 hefur vi\u00f0komandi ekki athygli norr\u00e6nna \u00feingmanna \u00fear frekar en bara \u00ed Kiljunni. <\/p>\n\n\n\n En \u00e9g sem sagt vona a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur f\u00e1i samt eitthva\u00f0 a\u00f0 sprella \u00fat \u00e1 \u00feetta. <\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c9g hef veri\u00f0 a\u00f0 lesa Alcools eftir Guillaume Appollinaire \u00ed tv\u00edm\u00e1la\u00fe\u00fd\u00f0ingu Donalds Revell. \u00c9g les \u00fe\u00e1 fr\u00f6nskuna en reyni a\u00f0 hafa enskuna bara til stu\u00f0nings en \u00fea\u00f0 hj\u00e1lpar bara svo l\u00edti\u00f0 af \u00fev\u00ed \u00fe\u00fd\u00f0ing Revells er v\u00e6gast sagt frj\u00e1lsleg. H\u00fan er sj\u00e1lfsagt \u00ed einhverjum skilningi lj\u00f3\u00f0r\u00e6n endursk\u00f6pun \u2013\u00a0einsog \u00fe\u00fd\u00f0ingar \u00feurfa gjarnan a\u00f0 vera \u2013\u00a0en t\u00f3nninn \u00ed henni er l\u00edka annar en hj\u00e1 Appollinaire og miki\u00f0 af breytingunum eru bara ekki g\u00f3\u00f0ar. \u00c9g s\u00e9 heldur ekki tilganginn me\u00f0 \u00feeim. Ekki er hann a\u00f0 eltast vi\u00f0 r\u00edm e\u00f0a form \u2013\u00a0\u00fear sem er r\u00edma\u00f0 r\u00edmar hann alls ekki, sem er allt\u00edlagi m\u00edn vegna, en \u00fe\u00e1 \u00e6tti ma\u00f0ur a\u00f0 hafa metna\u00f0 fyrir a\u00f0 vera a\u00f0eins n\u00e1kv\u00e6mari. \u00dear \u00e1 undan las \u00e9g Calligrammes \u00ed tv\u00edm\u00e1la\u00fe\u00fd\u00f0ingu Anne Hyde Greet \u2013 sem er afbrag\u00f0 \u2013\u00a0og kannski fer \u00feetta meira \u00ed taugarnar \u00e1 m\u00e9r \u00feess vegna. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Annars hef \u00e9g mest veri\u00f0 \u00ed g\u00f6mlum reyfurum. Chandler og Hammett og Cain. Og las l\u00edka Gun, With Occasional Music eftir minn gamla vin Jonathan Lethem \u2013\u00a0sem skrifa\u00f0i l\u00edka Motherless Brooklyn. S\u00fa er h\u00e1lfgert framt\u00ed\u00f0ar-sci-fi ofan \u00ed reyfarastemninguna sem er tekin beint upp \u00far Chandler. Og alveg d\u00e1samleg \u2013\u00a0\u00e1 pari vi\u00f0 Motherless Brooklyn (sem \u00e9g \u00fe\u00fdddi \u00e1 s\u00ednum t\u00edma af eigin frumkv\u00e6\u00f0i \u2013\u00a0\u00e9g vara samt vi\u00f0 b\u00ed\u00f3myndinni, h\u00fan er ekki g\u00f3\u00f0). <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" M\u00e9r er illt \u00ed puttanum. V\u00edsifingri \u00e1 h\u00e6gri hendi. Eftir kontrabassaleik. Og m\u00e9r er illt \u00ed t\u00e1nni. T\u00e6rnar heita ekki neitt, einsog fr\u00e6gt er, nema litlat\u00e1, en ef \u00fe\u00e6r h\u00e9tu eitthva\u00f0 v\u00e6ri \u00fea\u00f0 baugt\u00e1 \u00e1 vinstri f\u00e6ti sem um r\u00e6ddi. \u00dea\u00f0 er hugsanlega eftir hlaup og hugsanlega eftir \u00f3\u00fearflega n\u00e6rg\u00f6ngular naglasnyrtingar. Svo er \u00e9g l\u00edka … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa: Dagb\u00f3k, 3. mars, 2025<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5873","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5873","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5873"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5873\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5874,"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5873\/revisions\/5874"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5873"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5873"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/norddahl.org\/fjallabaksleidin\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5873"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}